hi; i'm sam.

i'm going to California with my best friend and that gives me a wild hope that everything will be alright. just a small town girl with a big city heart - all to my father's dismay... i'm Sicilian, Italian, German, Irish, and English. yup, i'm a mutt. that leaves me with light brown hair, hazel brown eyes, and freckles - i can't tan to save my life. you'd think being 50% Italian would give me an advantage there... i get sick of myself more than i get sick of any other person. there's times when i feel like i've died a hundred times in my life; and there's times when i think my life has even started yet... i don't put up with any kind of discrimination. i will call you out on your shit and won't ask you to change. if i don't like it, i'm leaving. and i've done it before. i have a potty mouth but i am most polite. in fact, i'm quite shy. i feel i will bother you if i approach you... my faults and scars are there for everyone to see. but the good parts of me are more concealed. and if i trust you enough to show them, you can pretty much make me do anything.

toronto. huntington beach. SKATE4CANCER. finish strong family. my beagle, Mollie May<3 road trips. moz. family lunches. football. dancing. working out. marc jacobs shoes and scents. earl gray. accents. photography. writing. old movies. & forever trying to keep my head up.

sinatra on my bad days. kanye on my good. moz. dallas green. elvis. biggie. madball and rancid in any capacity. cancer bats!<3. jay-z. hazen street. social distortion. bleeding through. avenged sevenfold. THE DEAR & DEPARTED<3. tiger army. silverstein. ignite. ian brown. tegan and sara. mary j. blige. alicia keys. lupe fiasco. jenny lewis. blake lewis. feist. ben gibbard. sara bareilles. anna nalick. ghostface killah/wu-tang. amy winehouse. lily allen. common. the beatles. dean martin. johnny cash. the shins. justin timberlake. coldplay. corinne bailey rae. the killers. danzig ... there's lots more but forgive me. i'm bad with names / titles.

cat on a hot tin roof. cool hand luke. the hustler. breakfast at tiffany's. roman holiday. the human stain. while you were sleeping. crash. closer. anchorman. an unfinished life. bad boys 1&2.

prison break...the office...rob and big.

that extra half an inch. and i don't want to live this life. persuasion. brief interviews with hideous men. isaac's style book. the tempest. disobedience.